I am trying to get ready for work right now, but i have tears in my eyes. I called my Gma at 7, to say Happy Bday. Gpa says shes still in bed. What? why? I say, since when? My grandma has always been the first one up, my whole life, usually around 6 at the latest. He says "well, for a while now". On Sunday I wanted to go see her, to take her to the movies, but she wasn't feeling well then either.
Its happening, faster then Im ready for. I don't want it to. I need my Grandma, more then life.
I wish i could skip work right now and just go see her.
Ill continue to pray, pray to delay the inevitable.